They say there is a silver lining to everything and I ABSOLUTELY believe that.
Due to the recent unrest and such, looks like we may have to postpone the upcoming torture session I was about to be subjected to.
Wahahahaahahahaha...
Thank God for terrorists.
Thank God for crazy people staking out airports.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
I know, it's a postponement but heck, I am happy that it is postponed okay? At least more time to prepare myself for the stressful torture session.
Now I can only hope that the airline that lets everyone fly will let us change the destination and the flight to a LATER DATE.
Like 100 years from now.
Don't care if it means I lost some $$ since the airtickets are paid.
My sanity is worth more than those measly few hundred $$.
Sigh. Just hope that if can change destination, it's somewhere we DON'T NEED TO share rooms. Otherwise, I may just be the crazy person staking out some airport demanding for my OWN ROOM!
Wednesday
An upcoming torture session
It's the first time in my life that I dread a holiday in a foreign land.
It is bad enough that she has to come along with us but to share the same hotel room? GAWD. Kill me please.
It would have been more humane to just shoot me. Or dig my heart out with a blunt fork. It would have been infinitely less painful than this upcoming torture session I will be subject to.
Why me? Why? Why? Why?
I'll probably come back more frazzled and stressed up than before we go. And the thing is, it is still about 3 months away but I am getting all stressed up about it now already.
Torture.
Torture.
Damn torture.
Dammit.
This bloody effing sucks.
Not that I have anything against her personally or anything.
It is just that I can't stand hypocrites and I have to become one when around her.
I have to act all bloody fu*king nice and sweet and all that crap which I AM NOT. I have and always been a real bit*h and yes, I speak my mind frankly, bluntly and regardless of anything or anyone.
And if I am not nice to her, I get all sorts of flak which I do not need. I get all sorts of even more stressful situations. And worse, I ended up being the EVIL Queen of the earth for being so uncaring, unloving, disrespectful, etc, etc, blah, blah, blah.
Respect is EARNED not freely given. So, SORRY, I do not deal out my respect generously just because of your station in life or who you are. You can be the King and if I feel you don't deserve my respect, I won't respect you. That's it. Period.
But then so many people just don't understand this. Well, screw them. I don't effing care.
Sometimes I just wish I'm dead. No need to deal with all these tricky human emotions.
*note: this is not a suicidal post altho it may sound like it. Just really craving the oblivion of death compared to the torture session coming up*
It is bad enough that she has to come along with us but to share the same hotel room? GAWD. Kill me please.
It would have been more humane to just shoot me. Or dig my heart out with a blunt fork. It would have been infinitely less painful than this upcoming torture session I will be subject to.
Why me? Why? Why? Why?
I'll probably come back more frazzled and stressed up than before we go. And the thing is, it is still about 3 months away but I am getting all stressed up about it now already.
Torture.
Torture.
Damn torture.
Dammit.
This bloody effing sucks.
Not that I have anything against her personally or anything.
It is just that I can't stand hypocrites and I have to become one when around her.
I have to act all bloody fu*king nice and sweet and all that crap which I AM NOT. I have and always been a real bit*h and yes, I speak my mind frankly, bluntly and regardless of anything or anyone.
And if I am not nice to her, I get all sorts of flak which I do not need. I get all sorts of even more stressful situations. And worse, I ended up being the EVIL Queen of the earth for being so uncaring, unloving, disrespectful, etc, etc, blah, blah, blah.
Respect is EARNED not freely given. So, SORRY, I do not deal out my respect generously just because of your station in life or who you are. You can be the King and if I feel you don't deserve my respect, I won't respect you. That's it. Period.
But then so many people just don't understand this. Well, screw them. I don't effing care.
Sometimes I just wish I'm dead. No need to deal with all these tricky human emotions.
*note: this is not a suicidal post altho it may sound like it. Just really craving the oblivion of death compared to the torture session coming up*
Friday
Show cause letter, whose fault?
Once again, the idiots whom I shall not name have wielded their 'power' to issue a 'shut up or else we will shut you down' letter to our paper.
And the worst part is, there is no explanation of which article had offended their 'delicate' senses or what we did wrong.
Obviously we did one MAJOR mistake. Reporting the truth. Telling it as it is. That is the BIG, HUGE mistake we did. We failed to conform. We should have blended in with the other MSM of kow towing and bowing down to those idiots but we did not.
After all, we have principles. But I guess, with priniciples, it comes with a price. We get threaten of having our licences withdrawn. Of losing our jobs.
All just because we told the truth.
We all know freedom of press and freedom of speech in Malaysia is as good as DEAD. You say anything they don't like, be prepared for the consequences.
It is always YOUR fault, not theirs.
So, they could be racist but it is YOUR fault if you report it.
So, they could be corrupted but it is YOUR fault if you reveal the truth.
So, they could be nothing but a bunch of idiots but still it is YOUR fault if you fail to make them look intelligent and great.
Sure, there are no such thing as freedom of speech or press anywhere else in the world but at least in some places, the worst that could have happened is a legal suit. With legal suits, you are at least assured of a fair trial in court.
But here, there is no such thing. You get a letter and you have to explain. If you failed to explain, then, sorry, there goes your rice bowl. Where is the justice in that?
Oh, yeah, there is no justice in Malaysia. I blame the idiots for this. And though there are people who thinks we brought it into ourselves, I pity people like these. Their minds are so narrow, not even pin can pass through.
They seem to think that those idiots are probably the best thing on earth since sliced bread. They think that it is wrong for us NOT to put those idiots on a pedestal and 'worship' every move they make like some MSM.
Seriously. These people are worse than retarded. They have no senses anymore.
Of course there are also people who blamed the editorial for putting the jobs of others in the company on the line for being too daring. Well, I feel like knocking people like that on their heads.
So, are they saying it is ALWAYS the victim's fault whenever a crime happens and never the perpetrator's fault? We are really the victims of idiots behind the show cause letter, so why is it our fault again?
Oh, well. I guess it is really pointless arguing with peabrain people like that. Now, let's hope the stupid idiots will not try to show their supreme greatness by revoking the great licence just to teach the paper a lesson.
This is what I call absolute abuse of power. And people wonder why so many people are rooting for the Opposition nowadays. Well...duh...
And the worst part is, there is no explanation of which article had offended their 'delicate' senses or what we did wrong.
Obviously we did one MAJOR mistake. Reporting the truth. Telling it as it is. That is the BIG, HUGE mistake we did. We failed to conform. We should have blended in with the other MSM of kow towing and bowing down to those idiots but we did not.
After all, we have principles. But I guess, with priniciples, it comes with a price. We get threaten of having our licences withdrawn. Of losing our jobs.
All just because we told the truth.
We all know freedom of press and freedom of speech in Malaysia is as good as DEAD. You say anything they don't like, be prepared for the consequences.
It is always YOUR fault, not theirs.
So, they could be racist but it is YOUR fault if you report it.
So, they could be corrupted but it is YOUR fault if you reveal the truth.
So, they could be nothing but a bunch of idiots but still it is YOUR fault if you fail to make them look intelligent and great.
Sure, there are no such thing as freedom of speech or press anywhere else in the world but at least in some places, the worst that could have happened is a legal suit. With legal suits, you are at least assured of a fair trial in court.
But here, there is no such thing. You get a letter and you have to explain. If you failed to explain, then, sorry, there goes your rice bowl. Where is the justice in that?
Oh, yeah, there is no justice in Malaysia. I blame the idiots for this. And though there are people who thinks we brought it into ourselves, I pity people like these. Their minds are so narrow, not even pin can pass through.
They seem to think that those idiots are probably the best thing on earth since sliced bread. They think that it is wrong for us NOT to put those idiots on a pedestal and 'worship' every move they make like some MSM.
Seriously. These people are worse than retarded. They have no senses anymore.
Of course there are also people who blamed the editorial for putting the jobs of others in the company on the line for being too daring. Well, I feel like knocking people like that on their heads.
So, are they saying it is ALWAYS the victim's fault whenever a crime happens and never the perpetrator's fault? We are really the victims of idiots behind the show cause letter, so why is it our fault again?
Oh, well. I guess it is really pointless arguing with peabrain people like that. Now, let's hope the stupid idiots will not try to show their supreme greatness by revoking the great licence just to teach the paper a lesson.
This is what I call absolute abuse of power. And people wonder why so many people are rooting for the Opposition nowadays. Well...duh...
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